January 2012
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Learning to breathe.
Oh. Hello there!  Yes, still alive and not barely breathing—breathing like what normally healthy people with healthy lungs do. I actually never thought I’d be writing here (or even anywhere) again, but I guess that’s how sadness makes us… Give us an idea of quitting anything. I’m a proud bee, knowing where I am standing now. Never thought I’d reach this...
Jan 16th
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Jan 14th
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Jan 2nd
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December 2011
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The one thing that I am holding on to is that God has a better plan for me.
Dec 1st
November 2011
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The One Who Got Away
Who cares if you have the kind of “The One Who Got Away” experience? Only you can. Who cares if you’re one of them, who can sing that song, sung by Katy Perry? Who cares? Most of us, girls in particular, whine. Cry like a baby. Eat ice cream, chocolates or anything sweets that would make our pants not fit. Food that would later on reach subcutaneous fats, perfect sites for...
Nov 26th
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Dear Alcohol,
Thank you for making me write my previous post. Though I won’t drink and walk on the that road again, I still find your work so awesome. Till next time.
Nov 26th
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Let's drink to that.
I can’t believe this. I can’t believe the reason why I bought BDJ 2012 Planner is because of the influence of alcohol. I won’t tell what product it is that made me that drunk, but I’m surprised as well. It has been a long time since I had an alcoholic drink but never have I imagined it will reach this point. I never got drunk before, vomit-free since I first tasted alcohol....
Nov 26th
October 2011
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Blood Line.
I think my frequent writings here has proven the existence of unemployment in my present life. They usually ask me where exactly do I want to work and practice my skills in nursing and I just answer them this, “Anywhere, basta may backer kami ni Itay. Hihihi.” Anyway, I’ll get there soon. I’m not in a rush but I’m also excited to start jumping ahead towards this sweat-induced and stress-induced...
Oct 28th
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Oct 15th
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September 2011
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Inside The Carton I  →
Somewhere only few know.
Sep 25th
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Woke up in London yesterday.
Have you ever had this feeling when you envision yourself in the next 5-10 years? That kind of feeling when you are sure it will happen, that will happen, you will happen? I’ve always had this feeling and I’m all out being positive about it. And when it comes, I’m going to sing, “Good Life” of OneRepublic.
Sep 25th
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Something black.
I planned to get some sleep with my mom and sister, plus Popoy (dog) but the bed is just too small for us everything seems not working fine. I heard a bad news about tax fees from Customs to get my item and yes, everything seems not working fine. I got up and went to my room. As usual, with the rituals of having a TV and Dvd player turned on, I lay in bed and decided to rant every anger inside...
Sep 11th
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Red Wonder Walls.
Credits are rolling and she turned off the TV as Sex And The City 2 (Movie) ended. She grabbed all her stuffs on their work desk and put them inside her blue pouch. Then like how all the other nights in their home, she’s always the last one to go to bed. The one who turn off the lights. She put down the pouch on the top of the low wooden bookshelf, turned the TV and DVD player on. She...
Sep 7th
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Sep 7th
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Sep 5th
Sep 5th
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Listenthemusiclibrary: Last Friday Night, (TGIF)...
Sep 4th
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Sep 4th
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Sep 4th
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BBM
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Sep 2nd
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Sep 1st
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August 2011
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Aug 31st
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FICTION: The Three-Year-Rule
Okay, so this is some fictional story that has been stuck on my head since the last 10 minutes from the moment I started typing. THIS IS NOT ME. I’m trying here, so shut-up. :) How strange to see him in a day like this, in a place like this. It would be the last place where I’d expect to see him. What is he doing here? He WAS never fond of books. Was—a more appropriate word...
Aug 30th
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08-27-11
I was pumping the airbed. For the word, pumping! Anyway, I was doing that as I am reading the current book I’m quite enjoying very well which was written by Ann Brashares, My Name Is Memory. Another pretty odd manuscript. Anyway, as I was reading it and multi-taskingly “pumping” the air bed, I finally got the urged to write. What to write about? Soju and other beers. And now,...
Aug 28th
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Aug 22nd
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Aug 19th
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Aug 17th
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Lost post.
Here’s what happened here: I poured my heart out in typing a blogpost last night. When I checked this site few hours ago, it was not posted pala. Boo me.
Aug 17th
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Thumb exercise.
I opened the yellow plastic container and took the little pink pill to my mouth then took a sip of water. This may help me get to sleep and let this allergies subside, 25 mg will do. I went back to my room and turned on my lampshade, which Jools gave me as a christmas gift three or four years ago. I lay in my made and curled, contemplating if I’d get a read from the stash of books on my...
Aug 15th
July 2011
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Twitter United
Garage Sale with my friends on twitter/highschool batchmates last July 23 & 30, 2011. T’was uber fun! July 23, 2011 Banner made by, ME! Pre-loved Books   Clothes and Shoes :) Balloons sponsored by Bloomers :) Accessories and tops! July 30, 2011   Ai and Alen joined us. Pam, sadly, didn’t make it.     Bags and Tops! Shoes! Tops, Dress, Bags! Books...
Jul 31st
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Kissing Friday
I have this love and hate relationship with my career as a nurse. To start with, I just graduated and passed the board exam last year. Means, I’m one of the many Nurses on training here in the Philippines. I’m just too kind to work eight hours for free. I’m tired of being penniless and dependent with my parents. I’m tired of not being able to buy the things I want or even save money. Online part...
Jul 31st
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Kissing Friday
I have this love and hate relationship with my career as a nurse. To start with, I just graduated and passed the board exam last year. Means, I’m one of the many Nurses on training here in the Philippines. I’m just too kind to work eight hours for free. I’m tired of being penniless and dependent with my parents. I’m tired of not being able to buy the things I want or even save money. Online part...
Jul 31st
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Jul 31st
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Modern-day LDR.
Whenever I tell people that I am one of those who are in a “Long Distance Relationship”, I get frowns on their faces and jokes on having a few months left to make the relationship lasts. At first, it was really hard on me. Being all that sensitive and posting my rants on twitter. But I got used to it after a week or two since he left. I know the Pros and Cons of this LDR thing and I am also...
Jul 26th
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Somewhere only we know
When I think about my future, I do not get scared. there is a weird feeling inside of me that in time, I will go somewhere where I will become one of the best person whoever I chose to be. It’s weird to say such things, I don’t even know what to do with my life right now. In fact, I never really knew what to do with my life. Sure there are days when I feel like useless, like I’m doing nothing...
Jul 21st
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On wanting to write something.
This sucks.
Jul 20th
June 2011
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Blogging for Dummies 101
Oh hello! Just when we thought she’s gone and tired of blogging… here she comes again. Reasons for making my blog outdated: Busy sleeping Busy making myself fat Busy with twitter/tumblr Busy being a couch potato Of course I can never be busy at work. I only work for eight hours a day, for five times in a week. I can never reason out that there are so many things that have been going...
Jun 21st
May 2011
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Tips for More!
Found this on Tumblr, here’s the source: click!  Health: Drink plenty of water.                                                                            Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants. Live with the 3 E’s -...
May 8th
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Less hassle.
And the reason for this on-impulse-snap decision is, Global Crisis. Yes, after three years of trying my best to maintain a long smooth hair, I gave up and decided to get it cut SHORT. Actually, I did well on the first two years, everyone kept telling me they loved my long hair. The last year, it got dried and I got tired. So yes, there’s no hint of regret. It even made me more blissful and...
May 3rd
April 2011
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Good Life.
It’s been over a year since I felt that I’m leaving that bookworm thing I always carry in me. Ever since I hit those nursing books, I lost my touch with novels. Yes, I blame them somehow. I don’t know if it’s the books I’m supposed to love are failing me, or if I am the one failing them. On one of my off days, My boyfriend (Jools) and I went out for a coffee. After having a meal out, we always...
Apr 30th
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Shifangshima
Thankful for Korean Foods and… Korean Town!    
Apr 12th
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Tell me how.
When a girl tells you about her problems, it doesn’t mean she complains. It means she trust you.
Apr 6th
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Tell me how.
When a girl tells you about her problems, it doesn’t mean she complains. It means she trust you.
Apr 6th
March 2011
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Here comes the charity work.
“Everyday is an adjustment day. We do not meet the same situations and same people everyday. You know who do we always meet? Change. To quote Narnia’s King Aslan, ‘Things never happen the same way twice.’ Right on target, that should be shouted in my face after slapping it every time I feel this shitness. Of course, it has only been almost three months ever since I got employed with this...
Mar 18th
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#prayforjapan
It’s hard to either rant about your bad luck or be happy with something good that has happened today. So many lives are in danger in Japan right now. But either way, thinking/acting we are one and praying for one another can move mountains! —Tweeted few minutes ago.
Mar 12th
February 2011
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xoxo?
We never run out of people who loves and loves to talk shit about others. What is even worse than that is they’d want us to tag along with their crazy minds. I have my own mind. I choose to have a life and to care less about the shortcomings of a person (unless it is threatening) over THAT. Let me enjoy every moment and get everything done. ‘coz baby, I removed gossips in my to-do list already....
Feb 22nd
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Cinderella took her apron off and wore the right...
  All glued and stitched. Red and blue that seem so hard to match with. All tied in a bow that always get untied after sixty minutes. If I could write you a song to make you fall in love with these babies, I wouldn’t. They’re mine. But then, do I have to write one before you find yourselves falling for these bitches? Getting up from the bed, as I say this everyday, is never ever easy....
Feb 1st
January 2011
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Of guns and roses.
It’s almost one month of being employed of a ‘Volunteer Work’. I’m tired with the words so photos will do the work. Weapons of choice for my duty:   Actually, I just bought this yesterday. I was at the Department store with my mom and then I saw this. Its material is not made of leather nor cloth. What is it made of? Rubber/Plastic. I don’t know if it’s also made of resin, just like what Crocs...
Jan 27th
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Destruction.
He gets mysterious every time. A week of school works have passed. I am still not over with what happened last night. Tequila shots along with lime and salt, dancing with only boxers and shirts, horror films on the DVD player yet having no time to watch because all we ever did last night is a bunch of fun. Watching a movie didn’t pass our standards of having fun that night. We only woke up...
Jan 23rd
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Tumblin’ and Jumpin’
Shoes. I was staring at my shoes I was wearing, with my arms both crossed and waiting for my next turn to log out and sign on the log book. Eight hours have passed again. Eight hours of going back and forth to pharmacy, of making rounds and checking the IVF levels of each patient, Eight hours of administering medications, be it oral and parenteral. Back to my shoes, I felt a pang of guilt for...
Jan 17th